Letter 4004: Here at last — fulfilling my promise and your expectation — comes Faustinus: a nobleman of his household, to be...

Sidonius ApollinarisSimplicius|c. 467 AD|Sidonius Apollinaris
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Sidonius to his sons Simplicius and Apollinaris.

Here at last — fulfilling my promise and your expectation — comes Faustinus: a nobleman of his household, to be counted among the greatest ornaments of a homeland now shared between him and me. He is my brother in the equality of our birth, my friend in the kinship of our spirits. I have shared with him many a serious matter and many a joke. In the days when we were both young, we competed in ball games, at dice, in jumping, running, hunting, and swimming — the rivalry between us always wholesome, because it was sustained by affection. He is older than I, but only by enough that it was not so much a duty to defer to him as a pleasure to imitate him. And he, for his part, was all the more devoted because he understood that he was loved rather than merely honored. But with the advance of age and his entry into the clerical profession, he who was lovable before has now become venerable.

Through him I send my greetings, hoping — under Christ's protection — to see you both as soon as possible, if public affairs allow. Therefore, unless my longing seems burdensome, I beg that upon our friend's return I may be informed about conditions in your area at this time. I am resolved to fight through whatever private difficulties stand in my way and to devote however long it takes to the joy of embracing you — provided that no greater force, which I still dread, throws my plans into confusion.

It would not be beneath you to deliberate on these matters with our brother Faustinus, as the times require, sharing your counsel. I sent him because I love him, trusting that he is a man who loves me in return. If his character matches my judgment, I give thanks. But even though the world calls him a good man, he is not a good man if he is not the best. Farewell.

Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.

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