Letter 9016: If you recall, my dear son, you had asked that this ninth book — specially composed for you — be added to the eight...
To Firminus [the dedicatee of Book 9].
If you recall, my dear son, you had asked that this ninth book — specially composed for you — be added to the eight I wrote for Constantius, a man of singular genius, sound counsel, and an eloquence in public affairs that surpasses all others, whether they argue different cases or similar ones. The pledge is fulfilled — not perfectly, perhaps, but at least promptly.
For when I returned home after traveling through my dioceses, whatever rough drafts happened to be lying around on rotting, age-stained scraps, I hurriedly gathered and copied them out as fast as I could. The winter weather did not slow me: I completed your orders immediately, even though the ink froze on the page and the drops from the pen were harder than the quill — you would have thought they broke rather than flowed under the pressing fingers. Even so, I made sure to finish before the warm winds of Favonius and the rains of February married themselves to our twelfth month [the last month of the old Roman calendar].
It remains for you, as my judge, to grant me the two incompatible things of care and speed. For whenever a book is ordered quickly, the author looks not so much for honor from merit as from obedience. Since you have declared that you liked the iambic poems I recently sent to the very kind Gelasius, I will also present you with these verses in the Sapphic meter of Mytilene:
My boat has now run its bold course
across a double sea of composition,
and did not fear to steer its helm
through both the prose and poetic currents.
It furls its sails, takes in the canvas,
lays down its oar, and its benches
touching shore, it seeks to kiss
the welcoming sand.
Though the muttering chorus of the envious
betrays its rage with doglike snarling,
nothing is said openly — they fear
the public verdict.
They batter the stern, they shake the hull,
they beat against the rounded flanks,
and sinister tongues hiss and whistle
around the mast.
But I, my prow held straight by art,
fearing no swelling storms,
have reached my port, winning
the double crown —
The crown the Roman people granted me,
the one the purple-wearing Senate bestowed,
and the one the assembled body
of learned judges gave,
When Nerva Trajan [the forum of Trajan in Rome, where Sidonius's statue was placed]
saw a lasting statue placed among his inscriptions,
fixed between the authors
of both libraries;
And the honor I received, seen up close,
after nearly a decade's wait —
the office that once governed
both patrician and plebeian law [the urban prefecture of Rome].
Beyond heroic verse, I wove
much lighter work of many patterns;
I often turned elegiac couplets
in paired clausulae.
Accustomed to riding on eleven syllables,
I played in swift hendecasyllables,
and sang often in Sapphics —
rarely in iambics.
I cannot recall how much I wrote
in my first youthful fire —
and would that the greater part
could be silenced and hidden!
For as old age draws near,
whatever we associate with our final years,
the more it shames us to remember
youthful frivolities.
Which is why, in dread, I have transferred
all my care to the art of letters [prose epistolography],
lest being guilty in too playful a song
I become guilty in deed;
Lest I be thought dissolute
for charming language,
and the fame of the poet stain
the rigor of the cleric.
Henceforth I will not rush
to compose any epigram,
nor will I soon be forced to produce
any poem, light or grave —
Unless perhaps I may speak
of the questions put to persecutors
and of the martyrs who earned heaven
by purchasing life at the price of death...
[He names Saint Saturninus of Toulouse, dragged to death by a wild bull from the steps of the Capitol, and pledges to hymn the patron saints who have aided him.]
Let us return at the end to prose, to finish the present subject in the order we began, lest — closing a prose work with musical epilogues — it should seem, as Horace warns, that we began building a wine-jar but ended up producing a jug. Farewell.
Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.
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