Letter 9016: If you recall, my dear son, you had asked that this ninth book — specially composed for you — be added to the eight...

Sidonius ApollinarisFirminus|c. 467 AD|Sidonius Apollinaris|AI-assisted
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To Firminus [the dedicatee of Book 9].

If you recall, my dear son, you had asked that this ninth book — specially composed for you — be added to the eight I wrote for Constantius, a man of singular genius, sound counsel, and an eloquence in public affairs that surpasses all others, whether they argue different cases or similar ones. The pledge is fulfilled — not perfectly, perhaps, but at least promptly.

For when I returned home after traveling through my dioceses, whatever rough drafts happened to be lying around on rotting, age-stained scraps, I hurriedly gathered and copied them out as fast as I could. The winter weather did not slow me: I completed your orders immediately, even though the ink froze on the page and the drops from the pen were harder than the quill — you would have thought they broke rather than flowed under the pressing fingers. Even so, I made sure to finish before the warm winds of Favonius and the rains of February married themselves to our twelfth month [the last month of the old Roman calendar].

It remains for you, as my judge, to grant me the two incompatible things of care and speed. For whenever a book is ordered quickly, the author looks not so much for honor from merit as from obedience. Since you have declared that you liked the iambic poems I recently sent to the very kind Gelasius, I will also present you with these verses in the Sapphic meter of Mytilene:

My boat has now run its bold course
across a double sea of composition,
and did not fear to steer its helm
through both the prose and poetic currents.

It furls its sails, takes in the canvas,
lays down its oar, and its benches
touching shore, it seeks to kiss
the welcoming sand.

Though the muttering chorus of the envious
betrays its rage with doglike snarling,
nothing is said openly — they fear
the public verdict.

They batter the stern, they shake the hull,
they beat against the rounded flanks,
and sinister tongues hiss and whistle
around the mast.

But I, my prow held straight by art,
fearing no swelling storms,
have reached my port, winning
the double crown —

The crown the Roman people granted me,
the one the purple-wearing Senate bestowed,
and the one the assembled body
of learned judges gave,

When Nerva Trajan [the forum of Trajan in Rome, where Sidonius's statue was placed]
saw a lasting statue placed among his inscriptions,
fixed between the authors
of both libraries;

And the honor I received, seen up close,
after nearly a decade's wait —
the office that once governed
both patrician and plebeian law [the urban prefecture of Rome].

Beyond heroic verse, I wove
much lighter work of many patterns;
I often turned elegiac couplets
in paired clausulae.

Accustomed to riding on eleven syllables,
I played in swift hendecasyllables,
and sang often in Sapphics —
rarely in iambics.

I cannot recall how much I wrote
in my first youthful fire —
and would that the greater part
could be silenced and hidden!

For as old age draws near,
whatever we associate with our final years,
the more it shames us to remember
youthful frivolities.

Which is why, in dread, I have transferred
all my care to the art of letters [prose epistolography],
lest being guilty in too playful a song
I become guilty in deed;

Lest I be thought dissolute
for charming language,
and the fame of the poet stain
the rigor of the cleric.

Henceforth I will not rush
to compose any epigram,
nor will I soon be forced to produce
any poem, light or grave —

Unless perhaps I may speak
of the questions put to persecutors
and of the martyrs who earned heaven
by purchasing life at the price of death...

[He names Saint Saturninus of Toulouse, dragged to death by a wild bull from the steps of the Capitol, and pledges to hymn the patron saints who have aided him.]

Let us return at the end to prose, to finish the present subject in the order we began, lest — closing a prose work with musical epilogues — it should seem, as Horace warns, that we began building a wine-jar but ended up producing a jug. Farewell.

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Latin / Greek Original

EPISTULA XVI

Sidonius Firmino suo salutem.

1. Si recordaris, domine fili, hoc mihi iniunxeras, ut hic nonus libellus peculiariter tibi dictatus ceteris octo copularetur, quos ad Constantium scripsi, virum singularis ingenii, consilii salutaris, certe in tractatibus publicis ceteros eloquentes, seu diversa sive paria decernat, praestantioris facundiae dotibus antecellentem. sponsio impleta est, non exacte quidem, sed vel instanter.

2. nam peragratis forte dioecesibus cum domum veni, si quod schedium temere iacens chartulis putribus ac veternosis continebatur, raptim coactimque translator festinus exscripsi, tempore hiberno nil retardatus, quin actutum iussa complerem, licet antiquarium moraretur insiccabilis gelu pagina et calamo durior gutta, quam iudicasses imprimentibus digitis non fluere sed frangi. sic quoque tamen compotem officii prius agere curavi, quam duodecimum nostrum, quem Numae mensem vos nuncupatis, Favonius flatu teporo, pluviisque natalibus maritaret.

3. restat, ut te arbitro non reposcamus res omnino discrepantissimas, maturitatem celeritatemque. nam quotiens liber quispiam scribi cito iubetur, non tantum honorem spectat auctor a merito quantum ab obsequio. de reliquo, quia tibi nuper ad Gelasium virum sat benignissimum missos iambicos placuisse pronuntias, per hos te quoque Mitylenaei oppidi vernulas munerabor.

Iam per alternum pelagus loquendi

egit audacem mea cymba cursum

nec bipertito timuit fluento

flectere clavum.

Solvit antennas, legit alta vela,

palmulam ponit manus, atque transtris

litori iunctis petit osculandum

saltus harenam.

Mussitans quamquam chorus invidorum

prodat hirritu rabiem canino,

nil palam sane loquitur pavetque

publica puncta.

Verberant puppim, quatiunt carinam,

ventilant spondas laterum rotundas,

arborem circa volitant sinistrae

sibila linguae.

Nos tamen rectam comite arte proram,

nil tumescentes veriti procellas,

sistimus portu, geminae potiti

fronde coronae,

Quam mihi indulsit populus Quirini,

blattifer vel quam tribuit senatus,

quam peritorum dedit ordo consors

iudiciorum,

Cum meis poni statuam perennem

Nerva Traianus titulis videret,

inter auctores utriusque fixam

bybliothecae;

Quamque post, visus prope, post bilustre

tempus accepi, capiens honorem,

qui patrum ac plebis simul unus olim

iura gubernat.

Praeter heroos ioca multa multis

texui pannis; elegos frequenter

subditos senis pedibus rotavi

commate bino.

Nunc per undenas equitare suetus

syllabas lusi celer atque metro

Sapphico creber cecini, citato

rarus iambo.

Nec recordari queo, quanta quondam

scripserim primo iuvenis calore;

unde pars maior utinam taceri

possit et abdi!

Nam senectutis propiore meta,

quicquid extremis sociamur annis,

plus pudet, si quid leve lusit aetas,

nunc reminisci.

Quod perhorrescens ad epistularum

transtuli cultum genus omne curae,

ne reus cantu petulantiore

sim reus actu;

Neu puter solvi per amoena dicta,

schema si chartis phalerasque iungam,

clerici ne quid maculet rigorem

fama poetae.

Denique ad quodvis epigramma posthac

non ferar pronus, teneroque metro

vel gravi nullum cito cogar exhinc

promere carmen:

Persecutorum nisi quaestiones

forsitan dicam meritosque caelum

martyras mortis pretio parasse

praemia vitae.

E quibus primum mihi psallat hymnus

qui Tolosatem tenuit cathedram,

de gradu summo Capitoliorum

praecipitatum;

Quem negatorem Iovis ac Minervae

et crucis Christi bona confitentem

vinxit ad tauri latus iniugati

plebs furibunda,

Ut per abruptum bove concitato

spargeret cursus lacerum cadaver

cautibus tinctis calida soluti

pulte cerebri.

Post Saturninum volo plectra cantent,

quos patronorum reliquos probavi

anxio duros mihi per labores

auxiliatos,

Singulos quos nunc pia nuncupatim

non valent versu cohibere verba;

quos tamen chordae nequeunt sonare,

corda sonabunt.

4. Redeamus in fine ad oratorium stilum materiam praesentem proposito semel ordine terminaturi, ne, si epilogis musicis opus prosarium clauserimus, secundum regulas Flacci, ubi amphora coepit institui, urceus potius exisse videatur. vale.

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