Letter 47: Who will give me wings like a dove? Or how can my old age be so renewed that I can travel to your affection, satisfy my deep longing to see you, tell you all the troubles of my soul, and get from you some comfort in my affliction? For when the blessed bishop Eusebius fell asleep, we were under no small alarm lest plotters against the Church of ...

To Gregory. Who will give me wings like a dove, that I might fly away and be at rest? (Psalm 55:6) That is my constant thought when I consider how far apart we are, you and I, who once shared everything — our studies, our table, our most intimate thoughts. Where are those days now? Gone like a shadow, like a dream you can almost remember. The distance between us has grown to something I can barely stand. I won't say more, because I can't. Some things are better left as longing than turned into complaints. Just know that you are in my thoughts constantly, and that whatever the distance between us, you remain the person who understands me best. Write to me. Even a short letter is better than nothing.

ST. BASIL OF CAESAREA To Gregory. Who will give me wings like a dove? Or how can my old age be so renewed that I can travel to your affection, satisfy my deep longing to see you, tell you all the troubles of my soul, and get from you some comfort in my affliction? For when the blessed bishop Eusebius fell asleep, we were under no small alarm lest plotters against the Church of our Metropolis, wishful to fill it with their heretical tares, should seize the present opportunity, root out by their wicked teaching the true faith sown by much labour in men's souls, and destroy its unity. This has been the result of their action in many churches. When however I received the letters of the clergy exhorting me not to let their needs be overlooked at such a crisis, as I ranged my eyes in all directions I bethought me of your loving spirit, your right faith, and your unceasing zeal on behalf of the churches of God. I have therefore sent the well beloved Eustathius, the deacon, to invite your reverence, and implore you to add this one more to all your labours on behalf of the Church. I entreat you also to refresh my old age by a sight of you; and to maintain for the true Church its famous orthodoxy, by uniting with me, if I may be deemed worthy of uniting with you, in the good work, to give it a shepherd in accordance with the will of the Lord, able to guide His people aright. I have before my eyes a man not unknown even to yourself. If only we be found worthy to secure him, I am sure that we shall acquire a confident access to God and confer a very great benefit on the people who have invoked our aid. Now once again, aye, many times I call on you, all hesitation put aside, to come to meet me, and to set out before the difficulties of winter intervene.

[Πρός: Γρηγορίῳ ἑταίρῳ] Τίς δώσει μοι πτέρυγας ὡσεὶ περιστερᾶς, ἢ πῶς ἀνακαινισθῇ μου τὸ γῆρας, ὥστε με δυνηθῆναι διαβῆναι πρὸς τὴν ὑμετέραν ἀγάπην, καὶ τόν τε πόθον ὃν ἔχω ἐφʼ ὑμῖν ἀναπαῦσαι καὶ τὰ λυπηρὰ τῆς ψυχῆς διηγήσασθαι, καὶ δι’ ὑμῶν εὑρέσθαι τινὰ παραμυθίαν τῶν θλίψεων; ἐπὶ γὰρ τῇ κοιμήσει τοῦ μακαρίου Εὐσεβίου τοῦ ἐπισκόπου φόβος ἡμᾶς κατέλαβεν οὐ μικρός, μή ποτε οἵ ποτε ἐφεδρεύοντες τῇ ἐκκλησίᾳ τῆς μητροπόλεως ἡμῶν καὶ βουλόμενοι αὐτὴν αἱρετικῶν ζιζανίων πληρῶσαι, καιροῦ νῦν λαβόμενοι, τὴν πολλῷ καμάτῳ κατασπαρεῖσαν ἐν ταῖς ψυχαῖς τῶν ἀνθρώπων εὐσέβειαν ταῖς παρʼ ἑαυτῶν πονηραῖς διδασκαλίαις ἐκριζώσωσι, καὶ ταύτης τὴν ἑνότητα κατατέμωσιν, ὅπερ καὶ ἐπὶ πολλῶν ἐκκλησίων πεποιήκασιν. ἐπειδὴ δὲ καὶ γράμματα πρὸς ἡμᾶς ἀφίκετο τοῦ κλήρου, παρακαλοῦντα μὴ παροφθῆναι ἐν καιρῷ τοιούτῳ, περιβλεψάμενος ἐν κύκλῳ ἐμνήσθην τῆς ὑμετέρας ἀγάπης, καὶ τῆς ὀρθῆς πίστεως, καὶ τοῦ ζήλου ὃν ἔχετε ἀεὶ ὑπὲρ τῶν ἐκκλησίων τοῦ Θεοῦ. Καὶ τούτου ἕνεκεν ἀπέστειλα τὸν ἀγαπητὸν Εὐστάθιον τὸν συνδιάκονον, παρακαλέσαι ὑμῶν τὴν σεμνοπρέπειαν καὶ δυσωπῆσαι πᾶσι τοῖς ὑπὲρ τῶν ἐκκλησίων καμάτοις καὶ τὸν παρόντα ἐπιθεῖναι, κἀμοῦ τε τὸ γῆρας τῇ συντυχίᾳ ἀναπαῦσαι, καὶ τῇ ὀρθῇ ἐκκλησίᾳ τὴν περιβόητον εὐσέβειαν διορθώσασθαι, δόντας αὐτῇ μεθʼ ἡμῶν (εἰ ἄρα καταξιωθείημεν συναντιλαβέσθαι ὑμῖν τοῦ ἀγαθοῦ ἔργου) ποιμένα κατὰ τὸ βούλημα τοῦ Κυρίου, δυνάμενον διευθῦναι τὸν λαὸν αὐτοῦ. ἔχομεν γὰρ πρὸ ὀφθαλμῶν ἄνδρα ὃν οὐδὲ αὐτοὶ ἀγνοεῖτε· οὗ εἰ καταξιωθείημεν ἐπιτυχεῖν, οἶδα ὅτι μεγάλην παῤῥησίαν πρὸς τὸν Θεὸν κτησόμεθα, καὶ τῷ ἐπικαλεσαμένῳ ἡμᾶς λαῷ μεγίστην εὐεργεσίαν καταθησόμεθα. ἀλλὰ παρακαλῶ καὶ πάλιν καὶ πολλάκις, πάντα ὄκνον ὑπερθεμένους ἀπαντῆσαι καὶ προλαβεῖν τὰ ἐκ τοῦ χειμῶνος δυσχερῆ.