Letter 171

Isidore of PelusiumUnknown|isidore pelusium
From: Isidore of Pelusium, monk at Pelusium
To: Symmachus
Date: ~410 AD
Context: Isidore reflects on the unique shame of internal conflict — civil war — and applies it to the spiritual warfare that tears the soul apart.

In civil wars, even the victors are more wretched than the vanquished — for the more they do, the greater their shame. Yet at least there is the possibility of reconciliation afterward: the war ends, and the parties may still live together.

Among us, the war is worse than any civil war — for it is the contest of a single body with itself, fought by parties who will not be reconciled. The man who "wins" by letting the passions have their way has not won anything; he has simply changed which part of himself is in ruins.

That man who seems to have done the most has the most to be ashamed of — and should be, though he often is not. The punishment waits for those who act, not only for those who suffer.

Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.