Letter 8010: Whence has returned to me a face with shining light?
Whence has returned to me a face with shining light?
What delays kept you, who were absent so long, away?
You took my joys with you when you left; you bring them back with you now.
You fed me with your absence; you restore me with your return.
I realize this sounds excessive, and perhaps it is.
But here is the truth of it:
when Radegund withdraws, the world is quieter and smaller.
When she returns, it expands again.
This is not a poetic exaggeration.
It is an observation about what one particular person
does to the quality of one's daily life.
I have had patrons. I have had friends. I have had admirers.
What I have in you is something harder to name:
a person who takes me seriously without taking me too seriously,
who listens to my poems with genuine attention
and tells me honestly when they are not good enough,
who has made this strange wandering life of mine in Gaul
feel like something more than wandering.
Welcome back. The violets will be coming soon.
Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.
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