Letter 13: Let me borrow the language of the dramatic orators: How little hope I had of surviving!

Julian the ApostateHermogenes|c. 361 AD|Julian the Apostate|Human translated
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To Hermogenes, formerly Prefect of Egypt.

Let me borrow the language of the dramatic orators: How little hope I had of surviving! How little hope I had of hearing that you had escaped the three-headed hydra!

I do not mean my brother Constantius — Zeus be my witness — no, he was what he was. I mean the wild beasts who surrounded him and fixed their malevolent gaze on everyone. They made him even harsher than he was by nature, and on his own account he was by no means mild, whatever many people thought.

But since he is now among the blessed dead, may the earth rest lightly on him, as the saying goes. And I would not wish — Zeus bear witness — that those others should be punished unjustly. But since many accusers are coming forward against them, I have established a court to judge them [the special tribunal at Chalcedon in December 361, described by the historian Ammianus Marcellinus].

Come to me, my friend, and hurry — even if it taxes your strength. I have longed to see you, and now that I have learned, to my great joy, that you are safe and sound, I urge you to come.

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Latin / Greek Original

[Πρός: Ἑρμογένει ἀποϋπάρχῳ Αἰγύπτου]

Δός μοί τι κατὰ τοὺς μελικτὰς εἰπεῖν ῥήτορας, Ὢ παρ’ ἐλπίδα σεσωσμένος ἐγώ, ὢ παρ’ ἐλπίδας ἀκηκοώς, ὅτι διαπέφευγας τὴν τρικέφαλον ὕδραν, οὔτι μὰ Δία τὸν ἀδελφόν φημι Κωνστάντιον· ἀλλ’ ἐκεῖνος μὲν ἦν οἷος ἦν· ἀλλὰ τὰ περὶ αὐτὸνθηρία πᾶσιν ἐποφθαλμιῶντα, ἃ κἀκεῖνον ἐποίει χαλεπώτερον, οὐδὲ τὸ καθ’ ἑαυτὸν παντάπασι πρᾷον, εἰ καὶ ἐδόκει πολλοῖς τοιοῦτος. ἐκείνῳ μὲν οὖν, ἐπειδὴ μακαρίτης ἐγένετο, κούφη γῆ, καθάπερ λέγεται· τούτους δὲ ἀδίκως μέν τι παθεῖν οὐκ ἂν ἐθέλοιμι, ἴστω Ζεύς· ἐπειδὴ δὲ αὐτοῖς ἐπανίστανται πολλοὶ κατήγοροι, δικαστήριον ἀποκεκλήρωται. σὺ δέ, ὦ φίλε, πάρει, καὶ παρὰ δύναμιν ἐπείχθητι· θεάσασθαι γάρ σε πάλαι τε εὔχομαι νὴ τοὺς θεούς, καὶ νῦν εὐμενέστατα ὅτι διεσώθης ἀκηκοώς, ἥκειν παρακελεύομαι.

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