Letter 3003: If ever there was a time when my people in the Auvergne [Clermont-Ferrand, the central city of the Arverni in...

Sidonius ApollinarisEcdicius, friend|c. 467 AD|Sidonius Apollinaris
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To Ecdicius.

If ever there was a time when my people in the Auvergne [Clermont-Ferrand, the central city of the Arverni in south-central Gaul] needed you, it is now. Their love for you is overwhelming, and for many reasons. First, the land that gave you birth claims the deepest share of your affection by right. Second, you are virtually the only man alive who brought his homeland no less longing before his birth than joy at his arrival — for the months of your mother's pregnancy were counted off by the united prayers of the citizens.

I pass over the ordinary bonds that are nonetheless powerful spurs to love: the turf you crawled on as a child, the meadows you first ran through, the rivers you first swam in, the forests you first hunted. I pass over your first ball games, your dice, your hawks and hounds, your horses and bows. I pass over the fact that, drawn by your youthful charm, scholars from every nation flocked here, and that the nobility, shedding the roughness of the Celtic tongue [Gaulish was still spoken in rural Auvergne], immersed itself in both oratory and poetry — all on your account.

But what has above all kindled the people's passion for you is this: having once demanded that they become Roman, you then forbade them to become barbarian. For the citizens can never forget how every age, rank, and sex watched you from the half-ruined ramparts as you rode across the open plain with barely eighteen horsemen and passed through several thousand Goths in broad daylight and in open ground — a feat that posterity will scarcely believe.

At the rumor of your name and the sight of your person, that battle-hardened army was struck with amazement. Their commanders on the enemy side could not comprehend how many they were and how few rode with you. Their entire battle line withdrew at once to the ridge of a steep hill; though they had been pressing the siege, the moment they saw you they refused to form up for battle. Meanwhile, you cut down their best fighters — men whose courage, not cowardice, had placed them at the rear — and without losing a single one of your companions, you held sole command of that vast open plain: a field where battle gave you fewer allies than dinner usually gives you guests.

After that, as you returned at leisure into the city, the rush of ceremony, applause, tears, and joy that met you is easier to imagine than to describe. In the packed halls of that spacious house, there was a glorious crush of celebration: some snatched kisses from the dust on your face, others caught the foam-flecked bridles, others unbuckled the hinged plates of your helmet as you emerged, others tangled themselves in unlacing your greaves, others counted the notches on your blunted sword, others measured with bruising fingers the punctured rings of your mail.

Though many clung to their loved ones in joy, the greatest surge of popular happiness was directed at you. You had entered an unarmed crowd, yet one so thick that even in armor you could not have fought your way free — and you bore their clumsy embraces with perfect grace. You had become, most loving interpreter of public affection, so pressed by the tumultuous hugs of the welcoming crowd that you owed the greater thanks to whoever had done you the greater injury.

I pass over your subsequent raising of a private force that resembled a public army, with modest help from your elders' resources, checking the enemy's unchecked raiding. I pass over the ambushes in which your squadrons slaughtered whole enemy columns, losing barely two or three men, inflicting such devastation that the enemy tried to hide the number of their dead by a stratagem more shameful than the losses themselves: those whom a short night had prevented them from burying were left decapitated, as though it were a lesser clue to leave a headless corpse than a recognizable one.

When daylight revealed that their clumsy fraud had exposed their losses, they finally undertook proper funeral rites in the open — concealing their disaster by speed no better than they had concealed it by deception. They did not even give the bones a proper mound of turf; the unwashed dead received neither clean garments nor tombs — fitting rites for men who died thus. Bodies were carted in from every direction on dripping wagons and, since you pressed them relentlessly, were hastily crammed into burning buildings and cremated under the collapsing timbers.

But why do I run on longer than I should? I did not presume to write the full history of your campaigns, only to refresh the memory of a part, so you might better trust the prayers of your people. Their anxious hopes will find no remedy more wholesome or swift than your return. So if our entreaties mean anything to you, sound the retreat toward home at once. Extract yourself quickly from the dangerous familiarity of kings — men whose company the wisest compare to fire: it illuminates those who keep a slight distance, but burns those who draw too close. Farewell.

Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.

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